Friday, September 9, 2011

Leaving Home to Go Home...

...to the Big Island in Hawaii.
Going up tomorrow
to Portland. 
Flying out early on 9/11.
Yikes.
My husband will drop me off
at a hotel/motel near the airport.
I will see my beloved brother,
nieces, grand nieces and nephews.
Do I want to leave this beloved place?
No.
Do I want to see that other beloved place?
Yes.
Will I cry when I see the greeness,
the water, the glory of the mountains, 
the rain forests,
the waterfalls, the ginger and
the old familiar?
Yes. 
Am I conflicted?
Yes.
Is it important?
Yes.
Is it the home of my little girl heart,
my almost big girl heart,
when I left to go to college at eighteen?
Yes.
Is everything the same?
No.
Will it be special?
Yes.
Is it the home of my grandparents and
father and mother?
Yes.
Does my brother have 
a washing machine?
No.
Do I have enough clean underwear?
???
Will I forget to take something?
Yes.
Have I found my camera bag?
No.
Do I have my camera?
Yes.
Will I miss my computer and lovely readers?
Yes.
Do I have a laptop?
No.
Will I  be excited to get back to see
what all of you are doing?
Yes.
Will I love the beauty that I see, 
and miss the beauty that is here?
Yes.
Do I send all of you love?
Yes!

best to all, e/.

5 comments:

weebug said...

Have a wonderful, magical trip!

robyn L. said...

Have excellent fun, Ellen!

Susan T said...

After spending a long holiday in Scotland I can really understand those conflicting emotions, time spent away from home is wonderful in one way, but doesn't it just pull on the ol heart strings - doubly so for you, as you have so many fond memories of the place you are visiting - a tough one.

Ginnie said...

I'm green with envy!! have a great time,take lots of pictures & come back and share with us .

Ginnie said...

Hope your travel day went well and you have a wonderful visit.