Dear Ones

                                                                                 

Dear Readers,

I want to thank you for your generous support, your goodness,

graciousness and your loving words sent my way.

I am finding it hard to express

my gratitude and the feeling of warmth

and comfort I have received from you.

We all struggle at times, I do know that.

I hope that I could and would do the same

in return to all of you.

I am doing much better.

I know that I may never, ever understand my beloved brother

when I talk to him on the phone.

Strokes happen.

I went up last Saturday

to see my sister.

It was a good visit,

but the onset of dementia is frightening.

Disappearing ink covers the pages

of so many collective memories...

and who will be left to read them with me?

It has been both difficult

and wonderful to be back at school, 

but who can comfort a mother

who's son was involved in an accidental shooting

with a hunting rifle...

and the same person who lost her sister-in-law

two days later. She was also a friend

and had worked in my school office for years.

I had all of their children in my classroom.

And, my feral kitty, "No Ears",

who has been here for several years,

the one who finally came close enough

to my hand when I fed him...

to feel his soft (tho. ratty) fur

brush up against my hand.

He must have crawled up into my car,

because the next day 

I drove to the post office...

at a distance of nearly seven miles.

When I stopped, I saw a grey streak

run out from under the car.

I knew at once what had happened.

Tears all the way home

and the feeling of such responsibility.

There is a part of me

that keeps hoping he will turn up.

It's the heart part..the brain knows better.

So, enough here about sadness

and heartache.

I am so behind on reading

and leaving comments,

and I have this silly feeling

that I should never post

until I have left a message of thanks to all of you.

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I will stop soon and leave you with

some lovely photos of the sky

at my sister's.

And, guess what?

I took them with my phone!

I have never done that before.

Also, if you have blueprints for building an ark,

please send them my way.

It has been an absolute gully-washer

for the last two days

and I am not happy with Mother Nature

who is ruining the colors of my favorite time of year.

Love times ten, E.

Here are the clouds. 

I hope you enjoy them.

Again and again,
you have eased my heart.
I have been reminded that we
are here for such a short time
and that time is filled with such beauty
along with some pain.
It is the human condition,
but aren't we blessed to hold that which is lovely
and comforting and surprising and wonderful?
Such life filled with wonders
and thankfulness, and the beauty
of the world with clouds, rain, sunshine,
color, warmth and.............
YOU.

E. with so many xoxoxox's